Wednesday, August 15, 2007

You're so vain....I bet you think this blog.....

would you have still done what you did?
knowing everything from there would forever compare
to that moment?
a trick of the eye frozen in time, for–
days disappear without you Aurora.
time and I have conspired to lose me in the gloaming
since you have set me free.
but my heart, false witness refuses to go.
institutionalized by that look in your eyes that refuses to let me 
believe
anything
that is not
"We, Us."

those eyes,
can't lie.
your disguise 
is farce.
fundamentally lacking in deceit
therefore,
I fool me for you– deception is my new passion

carving what I can remember of those eyes
into my wall, to let them watch me while I lie.
if I won't be sure, let me be forever in those eyes.